I haven't written in a really long time and I'm sorry for that, :(. I hope to more. I live in Manchester NH now, and no longer live with my parents. They were officially divorced June 29th, it was a quick process. Mom has moved to NY with her boyfriend Chris, she left the day before hurricane Sandy hit. So that's about October 24th. Shes happy so I guess I should be happy for her too. Chris is a good guy and all, I just don't like what he represents. It's hard to explain. :/ He is wonderfully nice to my mother, which is good because I would kill him if he wasn't. :) Dad still lives in the house in Raymond, but everyone else had to part ways. My sister lives in Raymond but with a friend and Devin (my nephew) lives with her too. I live with my GF... Wish that wasn't hard to say. And my pup Abby D.
We (Lindsay and I) had our first holiday together in the apaprmtent. :) HALLOWEEN :). well it sucked. We had four kids total show up. One group of three (three zombies and a parent) and one group of one (one elmo and two adults). After the first hour we gave up and went in the apartment. No one else came.
Thanksgiving is in a few weeks, not sure what I'm/we are doing. Dad said he wasnt cooking anything but then said he might, Lindsay goes to her uncles house for a few hours most thanksgivings, and we have been invited to a alanon members house for thanksgiving. No idea what I/we are going to do.
I have a funeral to go to on Tuesday and a wake on Monday. My Great aunt passed away on Thursday the 8th of stomach cancer. She was at the Hospice house in Havorhil MA. I visited her a few days before she passed. I just stood there and stared at her sleeping in her bed. I said nothing at all, just looked at her. Someone told her I was there so I guess it's better than she never knowing I was there.
Well I work two jobs now.. that's seven days a week. IT SUCKS. I have today off and I cant seem to distract myself enough to be entertained. It's really sad that I don't like my own company. SO, I'm watching TV, cooking soup,and writing a blog. And yet I am board.!
We (Lindsay and I) had our first holiday together in the apaprmtent. :) HALLOWEEN :). well it sucked. We had four kids total show up. One group of three (three zombies and a parent) and one group of one (one elmo and two adults). After the first hour we gave up and went in the apartment. No one else came.
Thanksgiving is in a few weeks, not sure what I'm/we are doing. Dad said he wasnt cooking anything but then said he might, Lindsay goes to her uncles house for a few hours most thanksgivings, and we have been invited to a alanon members house for thanksgiving. No idea what I/we are going to do.
I have a funeral to go to on Tuesday and a wake on Monday. My Great aunt passed away on Thursday the 8th of stomach cancer. She was at the Hospice house in Havorhil MA. I visited her a few days before she passed. I just stood there and stared at her sleeping in her bed. I said nothing at all, just looked at her. Someone told her I was there so I guess it's better than she never knowing I was there.
Well I work two jobs now.. that's seven days a week. IT SUCKS. I have today off and I cant seem to distract myself enough to be entertained. It's really sad that I don't like my own company. SO, I'm watching TV, cooking soup,and writing a blog. And yet I am board.!
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